JAY CHOU THE ERA CONCERT 11

Ta~da~!

Jay chou is having a 2 day concert in Malaysia on 4th & 5th of March ~

initially i din get the chance to go... my fren last december told me he's going n i ask him why din call me go along... he say tat he thought i wont be interested of going =.="
i was very down dat time n i tell him that if he got extra ticket suddenly rmb to reserve it for me...

who noes miracle happened...

last minute he got the ticket for the concert... thx to him!! my best friend andy mah =)

haha... my ticket

thx to my daddy sponser =)

may be you dont know i m jay's fans as i always keep quiet at a side...

i played his song since i was form 2, my first song of jay was "tornado"

jay merchandize booth... for ur info my fren reach bkt jalil at 2pm... no need to Q for the merchandize lol... he collected most of it ... i wish to collect too but not necessary to me~

this is one of the thing i like the most~ jay fan! i gav it to ppl but luckily i have a fren was going to the 2nd round concert n i asked her to help me get 1 back muahaha~

i selectively collect his album...

七里香、我很忙、魔杰座... n now this 跨时代 is my fourth collection haha...
the criteria of collecting the album is based on how many hits i like the most haha... four of them have more than half i liked~

electrifying, exciting, the only one....

跨时代

免费教学录影带

给我一首歌的时间

~演唱会圆满结束~

get inspiration, motivated from jay concert

learn something from the him too =)

he is juz ordinary person, but he is special, he does thing differently, he possess his own style and stick to the style all the time.... he influence the music industry of Asia, sooner he will spread to the western country and even globalize as well i m very sure =) ~jay-ation~
jay forever!

元宵'11

今天上课在我后面，背向着她，不知她还生我气吗...
下午没来呢...担心担心她...

心想，她们那班全部懂此事吗...有点心虚

上课后陪同学去怡保买专业相机,在那Dgarden的店看机，

女店员换人了，哇，好可爱下的噢...

有心机想拿她的号码面子书，但有人在旁边难做事=|

等朋友做要买的决定时，去买甜甜圈，好久没吃东西了，吃了又没胃口，那件事连绵到现在...

今晚是元宵，我们半路回来时，顺便去观音洞看下。回家路程中途的观音洞停了很多车，看来很热闹下的噢~

哪里挤得水泄不通...人潮涌涌.... 有蛮多东西的，有兵马俑，许愿树，池等

抛柑的池很多人，现在时代不一样了，男生不止是捡柑，也有抛竿的呢... 有位阿姨抛了柑，被个啊伯拾起来.... 无言....这么大了，还酱嚒...

台上节目蛮不错下，有个怪人，是律师喔。。。竟然古怪到捡了7-8 粒柑=.= 6 个都是男

要离开之前，经过许愿树，在戏成看过，若成功钓在树上，会实现愿望哦, 我既然来了，也玩下咯，我背对着树，一抛就钓在上面了，OMG... 顿时爽了一下lol。。。

传说的，钓上了会实现啊....灵不灵呢？ 希望灵咯...

我有几个心愿：

- 我希望她可以原谅我

- 我希望我心别再碎下去了，虽然我真的放不下

- 我希望我父母能长命百岁，我想好好孝顺他们

- 希望Biotech同学们，顺利的毕业

- 还有希望我的终年论文，能获得中等以上的成绩

搞砸了

由于吞不下一直以来被压得气，终于爆发了，却不在适当的场合出来了....

真的好惭愧，但能做什么呢？破坏人家的生日呢...况且是喜欢的人呢！！！ 真的想宰掉自己呢

真的不得好死.... 早点死算了..... 父母教的东西(要懂得“忍”)我却没好好学到，让他们知道不知会感到几失望呢....

FML

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晴天霹雳

前几天回到巴生，已到了家，爸爸告诉我，大舅不幸地在医院过世了...

人有不侧之风云,回到家时传来大舅与世长辞的消息…想当时小时候,大舅经常看顾,买东西哄我,母亲曾告诉受益的我,大了以后要懂得回报大舅,如今我已迟了一步,不但无法回报他,见他的最后一面也没有...只能在心里祷告...　大舅,您安息吧~

Future plan

Doing my FYP very soon...

this means tat i stepping out of uni life soon...

wow... cant believe is so fast.... Graduate soon lo...

my fren which is same secondary year but enter Uni earlier 1 batch than me alr prepare everything for graduation d lo...

Therefore... its time to plan...

i got many things wan to do in future...

n i still doubt with wat job i gonna end with...

but i got my own desire job to do as i think before that....

so i get myself list down wat to be done in future...

1st ... abit impossible... but is necessary to jot down:

Futher my studies: 2 option available...

in Biotech or music...

mostly i stick with Bio... if no my dad is going to kill me... coz he alr told me to follow him in "music path" or music industry

2nd

i juz be piano instructor la.... at the same time persuade my Licentiate Diploma...

currently juz at Associate lvl.... din manage to sit for exam bcoz tat time chose to "give up" n start uni ....

well .. although is abit late now... but is nvr late when u still have the basic ....

so... i will get my Licentiate by 2012/13

3rd

i plan to establish my own business... n also partnership with my fren which also plan to do his own business (if he manage to do so)...

so i got 2 business...

focus on my business...

i gonna to make my dad's dream come true...

i hope to establish a music school on behalf his name...

4th

if i manage to get a DSLR... i will also involve myself in photography things...

which can be another complimentary business...

will wat i hope to do comes true?

we shall see in the future ya.....

of coz i will hardwork

wish me luck =)

mind thoughts..

my obsession towards photography has been stronger than ever...

i like to shoot n being shoot as well..

well... i m hesitate of get myself a DSLR even now is a juz planning to have 1 soon...

having a camera have lots of pros.... to other ppl than ourselves....

lots of cons ... to ourselves than other ppl...

take my compact camera as example....

pros are: can shoot important things, can capture important moments.

but the cons are derived from the pros..

Since u'r the cameraman... ur camera will have others picture more than urself...

what will u think if other ppl don offer to help u take ur pic using ur camera n u'r belong to that "group member".... only noe to ask help them capture this thing with them capture that...

but at least make others happy... which is a very generous thing benefiting others...

well... still very sad lo... u all enjoy take ur own pic in campus in group... din even bother to offer help me take lo.... feel like so "stranger" u noe...coz normally we ask stranger to help us take group pic...

bt nvm.. i knew u all don like me n hate me.... so i not dare to join in take together even i wan too (if u think tat y don i be so passive, come n join us take if i wan myself)....

well... i scared u all will think something like : yuck... disgusting ppl wan to take we us... n when the pic taken together... the smile on ur face will be unnatural n fake...

the best way is to wait ur kind offer to take for me... at least it will hav better result...

besides, i u all love to take pic with good looking ppl n i m so ugly.... i m juz a redundant thing jek... well i dun really mind bout tat.....tats my fate afterall.... and that is my only "usable price" to u all...

i hope u all can at least appreciate it la...

wat cause this happen today is bcoz myself... i cant blame ppl... i have a bad attitude n freaking weirdo action tat cause u all so ANTI-me.

bad attitude i know how to chg... but that weird action u cant blame me for .... spine problem ma...

once again... i will keep on chg my bad attitude n action so i can be more "un-anti" by ppl... juz giv me time to proved tat...

i hope to have more pic of myself n with u ppl so tat after graduate got good things to see back..

now the question in my mind:

i wonder wat will be likely if i hav DSLR....

shoot more ppl pic ever n no longer have myself inside?

i will definitely more disappointed than ever.... thinking thinking...

SELF-AWARENESS~

this post is drafted quite long time ago d... but i m hesitate to post this... i dun wan ppl to noe... but somehow...

if let's say i gone with the wind next day... my impression to ppl is like... always a weird freak...

no chance to explain... so i juz post nia lo...

since long time ago... i noe there's some of my fren feel antipathy to my attitude and weird characteristic...
maybe they are not too understand about my anatomy...they doesnt noe my condition, coz they treat me like normal ppl =)

i din tell them bcoz i dun1 their sympathy and treat me like abit disable ppl...

the main thing in me is my weird movement...
i noe this is an excuse but ... somehow... if ur spine is screw with 2 titanium pole and 10 screw with nut.... u wont be sit at a stationary position quietly without movement like a normal ppl does... tats y i keep on move during lecture class or anywhere.... tat thing inside me was making me very uncomfortable...

1 of the screw's nut detached from the pole... n this may effect my nervous system... causing me a nervous shock most of time... so ... i have those weird sudden movement tat is very "ugly"

nextly,
i may look acting cool... in fact i didnt... i hate myself for being so ugly (in sense of bad skin complexion n acne problems) ...tats y i m some sort of down almost all time... i dun like to smile doesnt mean acting cool... is bcoz i look damn ugly when i smile... i prefer in a neutral expression

i also knew that the way i convey msg is not dat good ... i dun have confident in myself, duno how to express my thought in good way, in better words, in more direct manner... so always end up saying something lame n shitty ...

moreover im not tat good in acedemy... my brain is full of shit stuff...preferably describe brainless, stupid, useless, noob...

the only thing i like is enjoy reading factual stuff and doing music... too bad my surgery has cause my lost of my 4th finger agility.... the worst thing is it sometimes cramp... thats y i noe i cant success in music field... i chose my second interest which is biology...

i dun like calculation thing ... my brain is as simple as like tat... cannot think very curve, u trick me with some tricky words... i will be K.O. by it... i m str8 minded i guess...

thats y i do bad always in exam... cannot use my brain efficiently... but i still in passing grade always....

although i look normal, like any guy around... but the fact is... i m not..
but i always try to chg ... juz what i done maybe not good enuf....
i will still continue improve myself... juz give me chances to chg...

pls dun hate me n isolate me ...