晴天霹雳

前几天回到巴生，已到了家，爸爸告诉我，大舅不幸地在医院过世了...

人有不侧之风云,回到家时传来大舅与世长辞的消息…想当时小时候,大舅经常看顾,买东西哄我,母亲曾告诉受益的我,大了以后要懂得回报大舅,如今我已迟了一步,不但无法回报他,见他的最后一面也没有...只能在心里祷告...　大舅,您安息吧~

Future plan

Doing my FYP very soon...

this means tat i stepping out of uni life soon...

wow... cant believe is so fast.... Graduate soon lo...

my fren which is same secondary year but enter Uni earlier 1 batch than me alr prepare everything for graduation d lo...

Therefore... its time to plan...

i got many things wan to do in future...

n i still doubt with wat job i gonna end with...

but i got my own desire job to do as i think before that....

so i get myself list down wat to be done in future...

1st ... abit impossible... but is necessary to jot down:

Futher my studies: 2 option available...

in Biotech or music...

mostly i stick with Bio... if no my dad is going to kill me... coz he alr told me to follow him in "music path" or music industry

2nd

i juz be piano instructor la.... at the same time persuade my Licentiate Diploma...

currently juz at Associate lvl.... din manage to sit for exam bcoz tat time chose to "give up" n start uni ....

well .. although is abit late now... but is nvr late when u still have the basic ....

so... i will get my Licentiate by 2012/13

3rd

i plan to establish my own business... n also partnership with my fren which also plan to do his own business (if he manage to do so)...

so i got 2 business...

focus on my business...

i gonna to make my dad's dream come true...

i hope to establish a music school on behalf his name...

4th

if i manage to get a DSLR... i will also involve myself in photography things...

which can be another complimentary business...

will wat i hope to do comes true?

we shall see in the future ya.....

of coz i will hardwork

wish me luck =)

mind thoughts..

my obsession towards photography has been stronger than ever...

i like to shoot n being shoot as well..

well... i m hesitate of get myself a DSLR even now is a juz planning to have 1 soon...

having a camera have lots of pros.... to other ppl than ourselves....

lots of cons ... to ourselves than other ppl...

take my compact camera as example....

pros are: can shoot important things, can capture important moments.

but the cons are derived from the pros..

Since u'r the cameraman... ur camera will have others picture more than urself...

what will u think if other ppl don offer to help u take ur pic using ur camera n u'r belong to that "group member".... only noe to ask help them capture this thing with them capture that...

but at least make others happy... which is a very generous thing benefiting others...

well... still very sad lo... u all enjoy take ur own pic in campus in group... din even bother to offer help me take lo.... feel like so "stranger" u noe...coz normally we ask stranger to help us take group pic...

bt nvm.. i knew u all don like me n hate me.... so i not dare to join in take together even i wan too (if u think tat y don i be so passive, come n join us take if i wan myself)....

well... i scared u all will think something like : yuck... disgusting ppl wan to take we us... n when the pic taken together... the smile on ur face will be unnatural n fake...

the best way is to wait ur kind offer to take for me... at least it will hav better result...

besides, i u all love to take pic with good looking ppl n i m so ugly.... i m juz a redundant thing jek... well i dun really mind bout tat.....tats my fate afterall.... and that is my only "usable price" to u all...

i hope u all can at least appreciate it la...

wat cause this happen today is bcoz myself... i cant blame ppl... i have a bad attitude n freaking weirdo action tat cause u all so ANTI-me.

bad attitude i know how to chg... but that weird action u cant blame me for .... spine problem ma...

once again... i will keep on chg my bad attitude n action so i can be more "un-anti" by ppl... juz giv me time to proved tat...

i hope to have more pic of myself n with u ppl so tat after graduate got good things to see back..

now the question in my mind:

i wonder wat will be likely if i hav DSLR....

shoot more ppl pic ever n no longer have myself inside?

i will definitely more disappointed than ever.... thinking thinking...