Friday, August 13, 2010

mind thoughts..

my obsession towards photography has been stronger than ever...
i like to shoot n being shoot as well..

well... i m hesitate of get myself a DSLR even now is a juz planning to have 1 soon...

having a camera have lots of pros.... to other ppl than ourselves....
lots of cons ... to ourselves than other ppl...

take my compact camera as example....
pros are: can shoot important things, can capture important moments.

but the cons are derived from the pros..
Since u'r the cameraman... ur camera will have others picture more than urself...

what will u think if other ppl don offer to help u take ur pic using ur camera n u'r belong to that "group member".... only noe to ask help them capture this thing with them capture that...
but at least make others happy... which is a very generous thing benefiting others...

well... still very sad lo... u all enjoy take ur own pic in campus in group... din even bother to offer help me take lo.... feel like so "stranger" u noe...coz normally we ask stranger to help us take group pic...
bt nvm.. i knew u all don like me n hate me.... so i not dare to join in take together even i wan too (if u think tat y don i be so passive, come n join us take if i wan myself)....
well... i scared u all will think something like : yuck... disgusting ppl wan to take we us... n when the pic taken together... the smile on ur face will be unnatural n fake...
the best way is to wait ur kind offer to take for me... at least it will hav better result...

besides, i u all love to take pic with good looking ppl n i m so ugly.... i m juz a redundant thing jek... well i dun really mind bout tat.....tats my fate afterall.... and that is my only "usable price" to u all...
i hope u all can at least appreciate it la...
wat cause this happen today is bcoz myself... i cant blame ppl... i have a bad attitude n freaking weirdo action tat cause u all so ANTI-me.
bad attitude i know how to chg... but that weird action u cant blame me for .... spine problem ma...
once again... i will keep on chg my bad attitude n action so i can be more "un-anti" by ppl... juz giv me time to proved tat...
i hope to have more pic of myself n with u ppl so tat after graduate got good things to see back..

now the question in my mind:
i wonder wat will be likely if i hav DSLR....
shoot more ppl pic ever n no longer have myself inside?
i will definitely more disappointed than ever.... thinking thinking...


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

aww.. dont underestimate urself. i always have the same thinking as u too. but owh well, as long as we love ourselves. Get a DSLR. i know u're good at it. and be more positive, u're loved by all ur friends thats for sure. =)