Glad that this sem has come to a stop point.... looking forward for new start nex sem IF got chance...
Summary:
after 3 months of long holiday finally reopen~ this sem seems to be more relax for initially... however it is not tat easy lo ...
the first week:
we had an "impromptu" trip to KL... n this is a sudden decision n quite insane thing to do for the sem... because there's no class ... haha...
we went to S.Pyramid to shop for cloths =P ...
we go there by train and our train departure time is 5am !
week 5 is the most exciting week for most ppl: Chinese new Year!
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n the following week... test every week till week 13 =.=
Gosh...
week 13 is a memorable week~ wee~
we have a vacation to cameron
(to be add on/updated...)
self-evaluation:
well, is not so good lo.... this sem... i think that nt much improvement... sometimes still ...
esp my interpersonal and intra personal skills...
the way of communicating most of the time not "mature" enuf... maybe i alr get used to "childish" way to make fun of myself to ppl during secondary... but now since in the adult stage d... i should greatly reduce this kind of "non-sense" rite... so i will try to chg this....
that is y i feel tat ppl around me do not like to respond to my response.... =|
i still wish to be a bit fairer than now bcoz... it will make me looks "cleaner", my poor skin complexion and skin problems (pimples scars/mark) will let ppl perceive as "dirty"
stereotyping problem- culture n communication, some ppl may perceive black ppl "dirty" bcoz they look black... sames goes to me... i may let ppl think i m dirty in fact i m not...
U could not blame me for being "dirty" bcoz i m gifted with such poor skin... hope u can understand...
so... hopefully there's improvement in me in this aspect i hope...
in acedemic performance.... should be more focused... i lost attention easily... n cant think too further... (my mind mayb narrow sometimes)
like Bernard say.. i should think out of the box, or more than a box, during dotA-ing with them... same goes to acedemic ....
i need to change the method of study , base on understanding is not enuf... we have to able to link it to various of direction n aspect ... to be more effective in study .... i think... from wat have i faced now...
i need to be more organized too... otherwise things will be mess up.... especially my pc destop... the files n assignments... speechless*
For my exam, my performance is not so good... Esp Genetics n Molecular bio... almost totally screwed up.... done it badly i think.... i m very worry i manage to pass or not....
i don1 to resit... it is embarrassing n sort of waste of time....
so if i do FAIL in these papers.... i gtg ... leave n move on .... =(
n probably the gone of my existence will make "them" more happy.... esp that 1 person... very obvious the avoidance n un"song" response... which will make me more even sad bcoz that kind of way treating me....
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