wat the .... theory part ... use a bit more time d... calculation no time finish .... when it left oni 30 min... i notice tat got 2 question not yet do but juz drafted it alr.... shit lo....
hopefully it can passed la... ><
revision start from 29th morning till 30th 3 am... morning 9 pm continue to 12pm... exhausted man.... but the outcome is not so desirable... =( nvm...
but then... that night .... i din expect my fren will celebrate my earlier 21st bday.... coz normally they will make 1 day earlier for others....
after the exam... i was depressed with wat have i done in answering.... i go to net cafe to play till 7pm + n take away dinner ...
too full after ate my dinner ....
n my fren tell me 9pm later having tea session ... then the time is 8pm now... i was so tired that i quickly sleep for a while.... i wanna wake at 8.45 who noes 8.35+ my fren wake me up... i was so blur till 10 something... coz i not yet recover my "spirit"
at tea session, my take the cake out n put infron me... i was stunted.... n energyless to say a word... not even an "thank U" appreciation.... shit... i m too blurred... u all may tot i pretend to duno.... but i really duno at the first few sec... n after that it make sense n i noe is for me...
i n look at u guys (energyless) with that kind of ... expression....
sry guys... i not purposely make u all feel strange/weird by my moody expression....
tat time i was really... soul-less
worst thing is... they wan me to try seaweed.... coz they noe i dun eat.... but i tried to eat n not to let them down... however... i m toooooo fulll bcoz of my dinner... not yet digest + head blur blur...
tthe taste of seaweed trigger me to vomit easily bcoz i cant stand that unique smell...
tthe taste of seaweed trigger me to vomit easily bcoz i cant stand that unique smell...
n i try to swallow twice n almost throw out.... lucky i din.... but it is such a bad bad bad impression..... OMG.... u guys must be hate me for behaving such ways....
aiks.... i hope u all dun hate me la.... SRY ya....
if u any1 of u all read this... assume u nvr see it... hope u can forgive me by heart ya...
Thx a lot anyway for that celebration.... i very grateful to have ppl like u all around me....
n also sorry for my "bad respond"
Molecular bio paper....
moderate well-prepared ar.... but.... perform badly....
consider screwed up as well.... mind bcum empty.... probably confused with the fact... holy....
aiks.... hate myself ><... brain contain toooo much crap d.... occupied memory space...
i maybe need to repeat d this subject.... but hope God will bless me as usual... juz a pass is enuf =|
haiz....
anyway... i may consider stop Uni life if i failed la... time left not much... time to work at the same time enjoy while waiting "the end" of the world.......
mayb my absence will make "the world" better i think... so .... stay or leave.... let The Lord deside ...
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