virtuoso jin

当我了解不爱了，连回忆都是负荷

2011-05-25T08:23:00.000-07:00

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如果不是在聚会时看到她，我几乎就快要忘了你了。
　　　　就像如果不是整理旧物时发觉这盘《无底洞》，我也快记不起我曾如何沉醉这首《陌生人》，如何从春听到夏，从夏听到冬。
　　　　我如何在岁月里不再想起你了，不再计较了，如何慢慢让你变成了寻常人事的一种。
　　　　
　　　　我有多久没见你了，三年了吧。
　　　　能想起的你还是那个戴着黑框眼睛的你，幽默的，瘦瘦的，成绩不好的，叛逆的你。往后的岁月也偶尔听说过，你从大学里休学，你们分分合合。没有更多了。
　　　　就像你眼里的我，也就只有那样清高的，蛮横的，永远胜利者的姿态，没有再多。
　　　　
　　　　你不需要知道晚自习我多少次偷偷溜出教室躲去天台，不需要知道我把日记用胶带一层层封起来的认真，不需要知道你最后唱给我的那首歌我再也不敢听，不需要知道我咬着被角忍住的眼泪。
　　　　一如你永远不会知晓，课间在四楼偷瞄三楼的最佳角度，苦心策划却不得不夭折的生日惊喜，你拖住我手时我的感动。对，是我都是我，你都不知道吧，你怎么会知道。你怎么会知道我这样骄傲冷漠的，会因为维护你而和朋友争执，会在你带我去的楼顶，那个你看不到的楼顶没有顾忌看你打球，会偷习你走路探听你言语小心翼翼，你怎么会相信这是我。
　　　　我好欣赏自己可以掩饰这样完美。没有人看得出来任何异样。你的新恋情轰轰烈烈，人尽皆知。我在和你平行的那个世界里，考试，复习，考试，复习。也装作好奇同友人聊你们的八卦。好似我完全是一个路人。
　　　　但是为什么会偶尔恍惚走神，为什么走过三楼会放慢脚步，为什么在拥挤人群里还是一眼可以认出你背影，为什么在夜风的操场会张开双臂，为什么聊起你你虽面无表情心中却一沉。
　　　　我知道答案。
　　　　
　　　　曾认真劝自己看开点，反正感情大多不得善终，谁不曾失恋呢。明天指不定哪个Bling Bling的电眼帅哥就在哪等着我不是嘛。
　　　　也曾告诉自己，这么久了，一个月两个月了，我已经没感觉了。我不难过了，不介意了，我祝福你。徒劳地，反复自我催眠。
　　　　还曾经想要不要跟你变朋友比较好，听谁说的，友谊万岁。
　　　　听着Tanya一遍遍唱过去了又代表什么的时候，想，到底要单曲循环多少次，才能走出来。
　　　　
　　　　那时怎么都不会相信，有一天我会连你的样子都不太能记得吧。
　　　　我真的记不得。
　　　　怎么一转眼就过去了三年。
　　　　那篇日记还写着，我永远都不会忘记。
　　　　
　　　　原来我曾那么喜欢过你啊。
　　　　
　　　　而今我都忘了什么时候我开始不爱你了。
　　　　不爱了，连恨也一并忘记了。
　　　　
　　　　早已经可以大声承认我喜欢过你，所有友人认为不配的你。然后笑着说，那时年少。
　　　　早已经不再有关于你的梦魇，不再忌讳关于你的话题，不再有任何介怀。
　　　　早已经没有隐痛，没有不能言说的缺失，没有刻意。
　　　　也早已经不期望在街头的遇见，不执着于亲口告诉你我很好。
　　　　
　　　　而今我有我他你有你的她。你和我，不过是千千万万陌生人中两个。
　　　　甚至都不再感慨了。
　　　　甚至回忆也都是多余的负荷了。
　　　　
　　　　我真的已经很久不曾想起年少的时光。
　　　　我不知道时间如何改变了我，改变着我的生活。让我遇到了谁，失去了谁，让我头发长了又要剪，让我更懂得爱。
　　　　但现在的我却明白，那些年我听过的所有情歌加起来，也抵不过时间的冲刷。我私自笃定的刻骨铭心，转了一圈回来被自己嘲笑。我终究会在光阴里忘了过去。
　　　　忘了你。
　　　　
　　　　记忆是无声的黑白胶片，最后一次倒回六年前的夏天，那个最初的场景。
　　　　毒辣的太阳下汗流浃背站着军姿的我们。某人偷懒被教官喊出列罚唱歌。我的鄙视。
　　　　就停在这里吧。
　　　　
　　　　再重的回忆，也会有搁浅的一天。
　　

我会记得的~

2011-05-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

《歌词描述》

我们的开始，是很长的电影, 放映了三年...
喜欢在人潮中妳只属於我的那画面，在旁静静欣赏妳那张我深爱的脸，望着妳那副可爱的样子，那宛如在冰上芭蕾的妳还在脑海中旋转，怎能忘记妳呢...

朦胧的世界,到底溜了多远，用冰刀画的圈是否圈起了谁的改变

白杨木被拉长的影子, 就像对你的思念一样，总是走不完, 原来，我从未习惯, 妳已不在视线旁....

我晒干了沉默，悔得很冲动，就算做错我也只是怕错过而已....如果有机会重来，会不会不一样结局呢？

有时候不开口感情的确会觉得较珍贵... 再給我一首歌的时间，我想把记忆结成冰，融化了眼泪，妝都花了要我怎么记得...也许要我忘了吧...

天亮了雨下了妳走了… 当面临选择时，终于清楚了我要的已经遗失…. 想要放放不掉泪在飘, 你却看不到… 我假装过去不重要，但却发现自己办不到…

你的笑你的好在脑海里一直绕，我的手忘不了你手的温度，心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳… 说了再见才发现再也见不到，未免太迟了，我就因此这样失去你的微笑…

看不见你的笑容我怎么睡得着… 你的身影这么近我却抱不到

也许时间是一种解药来对抗正服下的毒药…

little excitement

2011-03-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

once a while i will buy 4D, this is the first time i strike number....

although is not 1st to 3rd prize...juz a special prize... the excitement i get is indescribable...

nowonder ppl love to bet 4D =.=

26/3 draw result

so this is my number... i bought this bcoz of an incident happen on friday...

i was bombard by BIRD SHIT ..... WTF...

so i bought 4784 and 8744...

478 is the motor number, add a "4" represent "shit"

how ever this number does not open....

lucky for me my best friend... ask me go buy another number on saturday... then i buy another 2 numbers... which is 9984 and 9954

This number stands for "Bird bird put shit"

haha... bcoz of my bad luck... i was blessed with a small fortune...

guess wat... i won 180 bucks !!

thx to him too... if not i will not buy new number tooXD

so we shared our prize 50/50 =P

ta da! our 180 bucks!

PEACE =)

JAY CHOU THE ERA CONCERT 11

2011-03-05T04:15:00.001-08:00

Ta~da~!

Jay chou is having a 2 day concert in Malaysia on 4th & 5th of March ~

initially i din get the chance to go... my fren last december told me he's going n i ask him why din call me go along... he say tat he thought i wont be interested of going =.="
i was very down dat time n i tell him that if he got extra ticket suddenly rmb to reserve it for me...

who noes miracle happened...

last minute he got the ticket for the concert... thx to him!! my best friend andy mah =)

haha... my ticket

thx to my daddy sponser =)

may be you dont know i m jay's fans as i always keep quiet at a side...

i played his song since i was form 2, my first song of jay was "tornado"

jay merchandize booth... for ur info my fren reach bkt jalil at 2pm... no need to Q for the merchandize lol... he collected most of it ... i wish to collect too but not necessary to me~

this is one of the thing i like the most~ jay fan! i gav it to ppl but luckily i have a fren was going to the 2nd round concert n i asked her to help me get 1 back muahaha~

i selectively collect his album...

七里香、我很忙、魔杰座... n now this 跨时代 is my fourth collection haha...
the criteria of collecting the album is based on how many hits i like the most haha... four of them have more than half i liked~

electrifying, exciting, the only one....

跨时代

免费教学录影带

给我一首歌的时间

~演唱会圆满结束~

get inspiration, motivated from jay concert

learn something from the him too =)

he is juz ordinary person, but he is special, he does thing differently, he possess his own style and stick to the style all the time.... he influence the music industry of Asia, sooner he will spread to the western country and even globalize as well i m very sure =) ~jay-ation~
jay forever!

元宵'11

2011-02-17T01:38:00.000-08:00

今天上课在我后面，背向着她，不知她还生我气吗...
下午没来呢...担心担心她...

心想，她们那班全部懂此事吗...有点心虚

上课后陪同学去怡保买专业相机,在那Dgarden的店看机，

女店员换人了，哇，好可爱下的噢...

有心机想拿她的号码面子书，但有人在旁边难做事=|

等朋友做要买的决定时，去买甜甜圈，好久没吃东西了，吃了又没胃口，那件事连绵到现在...

今晚是元宵，我们半路回来时，顺便去观音洞看下。回家路程中途的观音洞停了很多车，看来很热闹下的噢~

哪里挤得水泄不通...人潮涌涌.... 有蛮多东西的，有兵马俑，许愿树，池等

抛柑的池很多人，现在时代不一样了，男生不止是捡柑，也有抛竿的呢... 有位阿姨抛了柑，被个啊伯拾起来.... 无言....这么大了，还酱嚒...

台上节目蛮不错下，有个怪人，是律师喔。。。竟然古怪到捡了7-8 粒柑=.= 6 个都是男

要离开之前，经过许愿树，在戏成看过，若成功钓在树上，会实现愿望哦, 我既然来了，也玩下咯，我背对着树，一抛就钓在上面了，OMG... 顿时爽了一下lol。。。

传说的，钓上了会实现啊....灵不灵呢？希望灵咯...

我有几个心愿：

- 我希望她可以原谅我

- 我希望我心别再碎下去了，虽然我真的放不下

- 我希望我父母能长命百岁，我想好好孝顺他们

- 希望Biotech同学们，顺利的毕业

- 还有希望我的终年论文，能获得中等以上的成绩

搞砸了

2011-01-26T00:47:00.000-08:00

由于吞不下一直以来被压得气，终于爆发了，却不在适当的场合出来了....

真的好惭愧，但能做什么呢？破坏人家的生日呢...况且是喜欢的人呢！！！真的想宰掉自己呢

真的不得好死.... 早点死算了..... 父母教的东西(要懂得“忍”)我却没好好学到，让他们知道不知会感到几失望呢....

FML

晴天霹雳

2010-08-30T09:13:00.000-07:00

前几天回到巴生，已到了家，爸爸告诉我，大舅不幸地在医院过世了...

人有不侧之风云,回到家时传来大舅与世长辞的消息…想当时小时候,大舅经常看顾,买东西哄我,母亲曾告诉受益的我,大了以后要懂得回报大舅,如今我已迟了一步,不但无法回报他,见他的最后一面也没有...只能在心里祷告...　大舅,您安息吧~

Future plan

2010-08-15T10:56:00.001-07:00

Doing my FYP very soon...

this means tat i stepping out of uni life soon...

wow... cant believe is so fast.... Graduate soon lo...

my fren which is same secondary year but enter Uni earlier 1 batch than me alr prepare everything for graduation d lo...

Therefore... its time to plan...

i got many things wan to do in future...

n i still doubt with wat job i gonna end with...

but i got my own desire job to do as i think before that....

so i get myself list down wat to be done in future...

1st ... abit impossible... but is necessary to jot down:

Futher my studies: 2 option available...

in Biotech or music...

mostly i stick with Bio... if no my dad is going to kill me... coz he alr told me to follow him in "music path" or music industry

2nd

i juz be piano instructor la.... at the same time persuade my Licentiate Diploma...

currently juz at Associate lvl.... din manage to sit for exam bcoz tat time chose to "give up" n start uni ....

well .. although is abit late now... but is nvr late when u still have the basic ....

so... i will get my Licentiate by 2012/13

3rd

i plan to establish my own business... n also partnership with my fren which also plan to do his own business (if he manage to do so)...

so i got 2 business...

focus on my business...

i gonna to make my dad's dream come true...

i hope to establish a music school on behalf his name...

4th

if i manage to get a DSLR... i will also involve myself in photography things...

which can be another complimentary business...

will wat i hope to do comes true?

we shall see in the future ya.....

of coz i will hardwork

wish me luck =)

mind thoughts..

2010-08-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

my obsession towards photography has been stronger than ever...

i like to shoot n being shoot as well..

well... i m hesitate of get myself a DSLR even now is a juz planning to have 1 soon...

having a camera have lots of pros.... to other ppl than ourselves....

lots of cons ... to ourselves than other ppl...

take my compact camera as example....

pros are: can shoot important things, can capture important moments.

but the cons are derived from the pros..

Since u'r the cameraman... ur camera will have others picture more than urself...

what will u think if other ppl don offer to help u take ur pic using ur camera n u'r belong to that "group member".... only noe to ask help them capture this thing with them capture that...

but at least make others happy... which is a very generous thing benefiting others...

well... still very sad lo... u all enjoy take ur own pic in campus in group... din even bother to offer help me take lo.... feel like so "stranger" u noe...coz normally we ask stranger to help us take group pic...

bt nvm.. i knew u all don like me n hate me.... so i not dare to join in take together even i wan too (if u think tat y don i be so passive, come n join us take if i wan myself)....

well... i scared u all will think something like : yuck... disgusting ppl wan to take we us... n when the pic taken together... the smile on ur face will be unnatural n fake...

the best way is to wait ur kind offer to take for me... at least it will hav better result...

besides, i u all love to take pic with good looking ppl n i m so ugly.... i m juz a redundant thing jek... well i dun really mind bout tat.....tats my fate afterall.... and that is my only "usable price" to u all...

i hope u all can at least appreciate it la...

wat cause this happen today is bcoz myself... i cant blame ppl... i have a bad attitude n freaking weirdo action tat cause u all so ANTI-me.

bad attitude i know how to chg... but that weird action u cant blame me for .... spine problem ma...

once again... i will keep on chg my bad attitude n action so i can be more "un-anti" by ppl... juz giv me time to proved tat...

i hope to have more pic of myself n with u ppl so tat after graduate got good things to see back..

now the question in my mind:

i wonder wat will be likely if i hav DSLR....

shoot more ppl pic ever n no longer have myself inside?

i will definitely more disappointed than ever.... thinking thinking...

SELF-AWARENESS~

2010-07-24T11:22:00.002-07:00

this post is drafted quite long time ago d... but i m hesitate to post this... i dun wan ppl to noe... but somehow...

if let's say i gone with the wind next day... my impression to ppl is like... always a weird freak...

no chance to explain... so i juz post nia lo...

since long time ago... i noe there's some of my fren feel antipathy to my attitude and weird characteristic...
maybe they are not too understand about my anatomy...they doesnt noe my condition, coz they treat me like normal ppl =)

i din tell them bcoz i dun1 their sympathy and treat me like abit disable ppl...

the main thing in me is my weird movement...
i noe this is an excuse but ... somehow... if ur spine is screw with 2 titanium pole and 10 screw with nut.... u wont be sit at a stationary position quietly without movement like a normal ppl does... tats y i keep on move during lecture class or anywhere.... tat thing inside me was making me very uncomfortable...

1 of the screw's nut detached from the pole... n this may effect my nervous system... causing me a nervous shock most of time... so ... i have those weird sudden movement tat is very "ugly"

nextly,
i may look acting cool... in fact i didnt... i hate myself for being so ugly (in sense of bad skin complexion n acne problems) ...tats y i m some sort of down almost all time... i dun like to smile doesnt mean acting cool... is bcoz i look damn ugly when i smile... i prefer in a neutral expression

i also knew that the way i convey msg is not dat good ... i dun have confident in myself, duno how to express my thought in good way, in better words, in more direct manner... so always end up saying something lame n shitty ...

moreover im not tat good in acedemy... my brain is full of shit stuff...preferably describe brainless, stupid, useless, noob...

the only thing i like is enjoy reading factual stuff and doing music... too bad my surgery has cause my lost of my 4th finger agility.... the worst thing is it sometimes cramp... thats y i noe i cant success in music field... i chose my second interest which is biology...

i dun like calculation thing ... my brain is as simple as like tat... cannot think very curve, u trick me with some tricky words... i will be K.O. by it... i m str8 minded i guess...

thats y i do bad always in exam... cannot use my brain efficiently... but i still in passing grade always....

although i look normal, like any guy around... but the fact is... i m not..
but i always try to chg ... juz what i done maybe not good enuf....
i will still continue improve myself... juz give me chances to chg...

pls dun hate me n isolate me ...

Year 3- third n semi-final

2010-06-11T19:59:00.002-07:00

surprisingly, i din failed any of my subject.... i juz get a D... holy shit... CGPA reduced dramatically bcoz of this... m i considered lucky to have the candidacy to continue my Y3S1? i wonder...

Wk 1.. well... bcoz 2nd week we are having our biological science club... n still dun have a complete outfit yet... so... on the weekends... me n him went to KL-S.Py , MidV, 1U and some other place to buy.... well... luckily i manage to get a not bad 1... haha...

on this week...there'r lots of recruitment drive n programme for freshmens... included talent time... YS "encourage" me to join... initially i m not courage enuf to register but i did it for "it" unfortunately though the no.1 rules for the competition is:

1.all contestant must be a undergraduate student

in fact is i m juz year 3... still a undergraduate... but the ppl at the "counter" say is juz for Y1 student... how "sad" =x

Wk 2... so "gan jiong".... wednesday is bio science nite d...XD they are doing preparation 99...

speech by chairman n Dr Han... i was shock when he mention my name on his speech =|

show starter: the fashion runway...

the models are: by sequence...

Chu@n Yeh Foo, Jeffery L@i, Kenny M@h, J@yru Aw, S@m L@w, Eiko Ng@n, Lele P@ng, L@u Yoke Fu@ng, Josheen M@h, Coleen T@n

tat's a best show of the nite to me =)

performance by karaoke champion n 1st runner

solo by me and duet with puiyee

best dress award candidates:

Waltz dance .. the best shot from my lousy camera... not bad huh?

edited pic brightness =.=

to be update again after collect pics from other photographer ..

Summary, self-evaluation and performance in Y2S2 =|

2010-05-12T03:13:00.000-07:00

Glad that this sem has come to a stop point.... looking forward for new start nex sem IF got chance...

Summary:

after 3 months of long holiday finally reopen~ this sem seems to be more relax for initially... however it is not tat easy lo ...

the first week:

we had an "impromptu" trip to KL... n this is a sudden decision n quite insane thing to do for the sem... because there's no class ... haha...

we went to S.Pyramid to shop for cloths =P ...

we go there by train and our train departure time is 5am !

week 5 is the most exciting week for most ppl: Chinese new Year!

....

n the following week... test every week till week 13 =.=

Gosh...

week 13 is a memorable week~ wee~

we have a vacation to cameron

(to be add on/updated...)

self-evaluation:

well, is not so good lo.... this sem... i think that nt much improvement... sometimes still ...

esp my interpersonal and intra personal skills...

the way of communicating most of the time not "mature" enuf... maybe i alr get used to "childish" way to make fun of myself to ppl during secondary... but now since in the adult stage d... i should greatly reduce this kind of "non-sense" rite... so i will try to chg this....

that is y i feel tat ppl around me do not like to respond to my response.... =|

i still wish to be a bit fairer than now bcoz... it will make me looks "cleaner", my poor skin complexion and skin problems (pimples scars/mark) will let ppl perceive as "dirty"

stereotyping problem- culture n communication, some ppl may perceive black ppl "dirty" bcoz they look black... sames goes to me... i may let ppl think i m dirty in fact i m not...

U could not blame me for being "dirty" bcoz i m gifted with such poor skin... hope u can understand...

so... hopefully there's improvement in me in this aspect i hope...

in acedemic performance.... should be more focused... i lost attention easily... n cant think too further... (my mind mayb narrow sometimes)

like Bernard say.. i should think out of the box, or more than a box, during dotA-ing with them... same goes to acedemic ....

i need to change the method of study , base on understanding is not enuf... we have to able to link it to various of direction n aspect ... to be more effective in study .... i think... from wat have i faced now...

i need to be more organized too... otherwise things will be mess up.... especially my pc destop... the files n assignments... speechless*

For my exam, my performance is not so good... Esp Genetics n Molecular bio... almost totally screwed up.... done it badly i think.... i m very worry i manage to pass or not....

i don1 to resit... it is embarrassing n sort of waste of time....

so if i do FAIL in these papers.... i gtg ... leave n move on .... =(

n probably the gone of my existence will make "them" more happy.... esp that 1 person... very obvious the avoidance n un"song" response... which will make me more even sad bcoz that kind of way treating me....

Screwed up on exam =|

2010-05-02T21:38:00.001-07:00

Genetics paper 30th...

wat the .... theory part ... use a bit more time d... calculation no time finish .... when it left oni 30 min... i notice tat got 2 question not yet do but juz drafted it alr.... shit lo....

hopefully it can passed la... ><

revision start from 29th morning till 30th 3 am... morning 9 pm continue to 12pm... exhausted man.... but the outcome is not so desirable... =( nvm...

but then... that night .... i din expect my fren will celebrate my earlier 21st bday.... coz normally they will make 1 day earlier for others....

after the exam... i was depressed with wat have i done in answering.... i go to net cafe to play till 7pm + n take away dinner ...

too full after ate my dinner ....

n my fren tell me 9pm later having tea session ... then the time is 8pm now... i was so tired that i quickly sleep for a while.... i wanna wake at 8.45 who noes 8.35+ my fren wake me up... i was so blur till 10 something... coz i not yet recover my "spirit"

at tea session, my take the cake out n put infron me... i was stunted.... n energyless to say a word... not even an "thank U" appreciation.... shit... i m too blurred... u all may tot i pretend to duno.... but i really duno at the first few sec... n after that it make sense n i noe is for me...

i n look at u guys (energyless) with that kind of ... expression....

sry guys... i not purposely make u all feel strange/weird by my moody expression....

tat time i was really... soul-less

worst thing is... they wan me to try seaweed.... coz they noe i dun eat.... but i tried to eat n not to let them down... however... i m toooooo fulll bcoz of my dinner... not yet digest + head blur blur...
tthe taste of seaweed trigger me to vomit easily bcoz i cant stand that unique smell...

n i try to swallow twice n almost throw out.... lucky i din.... but it is such a bad bad bad impression..... OMG.... u guys must be hate me for behaving such ways....

aiks.... i hope u all dun hate me la.... SRY ya....

if u any1 of u all read this... assume u nvr see it... hope u can forgive me by heart ya...

Thx a lot anyway for that celebration.... i very grateful to have ppl like u all around me....

n also sorry for my "bad respond"

Molecular bio paper....

moderate well-prepared ar.... but.... perform badly....

consider screwed up as well.... mind bcum empty.... probably confused with the fact... holy....

aiks.... hate myself ><... brain contain toooo much crap d.... occupied memory space...

i maybe need to repeat d this subject.... but hope God will bless me as usual... juz a pass is enuf =|

haiz....

anyway... i may consider stop Uni life if i failed la... time left not much... time to work at the same time enjoy while waiting "the end" of the world.......

mayb my absence will make "the world" better i think... so .... stay or leave.... let The Lord deside ...

so called pro -"played by ears" in youtube- i prefer to describe as "selfish"

2010-04-04T16:23:00.000-07:00

erm... after viewing ppl's comment...."do u have music sheets of this piece?"

they will replied "no, i played by ears" ....WTH

well... recently many n many pianist in youtube don1 to share the score they get on pop song...

they claim that they played by ears... well... i can tell u tat mostly of them cant.... if can.. it is imposible it sounds so "organized"

for example:

user: http://www.youtube.com/user/roughjustice34
song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhyjDPNw214

do you think he does? coz if played by ears... instrument part should have almost in range keys...

but this dun hav....

user: http://www.youtube.com/user/aammoossquito

song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Zy3kcb7Uhs
> this user i m nt sure... but he is kinda looking while playing

there's more user... i will considering list them down in future

come on guys... wats wrong ? afraid of ppl play better than U? music is made for sharing...

how i noe? because i can play by ears and i noe wat my ears listen to.... based on the way they play... that is obviously memorizing of the sheet i can feel...

even i can play by ears.. i hav to admit tat sometimes it maybe hard n i need to refer sheets... if there's available download lo...

tats make wat's the different between me n normal pianist

anyway... i was hoping for opportunity for performing to ppl ...

indeed, i maybe not qualify enuf....

but some ppl may think i m good.... probably is bcoz i non-reliable to score unlike normal pianist tat require sheets for any songs they play...

for me, pop songs about 80% i can play by active-learning play...(using hearing) n sometimes 20% of the song may be too hard to play by hearing... coz i m not "perfect"

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2010-04-02T08:34:00.001-07:00

haiz... nex time i better mind my own business....

ask him few thing he treat that as annoying...

sua lo...

tot himself very lengzai... but is true... he really are...

tats y my word is not convincing... coz i m not lengzai...

u go ahead folo ur lengzai buddies ba...

some day may u realize wat r u doing... is ?

feel bit regret bout it..

2009-10-16T20:22:00.000-07:00

Think back, n i asked myself Y i chose to stop music n head in biotech path... erm... sounds rhetorical to me..... but "every decisions starts from me n every moment is a choice" -quote from take charge softskill program.

Grd 8 is juz a common qualifications nowadays, i have it too~ should pass with merit for piano but tat day i was food poison during exam... luckily still passed. if i cont. tat time... i think i m doing my preparation for LT. diploma d.... 3years time after gd8... preparation time 99 o...

a simple performance without challenging technique require but i use my own performing pleasure style make make me third place ~.~ if i chose a more technically song who knows i can be champion? (hmm... cannot be lansy juz bcoz this) coz still got many great pianist but they dono the so-call stage performer style in a competition...

N i feel tat i would wanna take my diploma ATCL ... maybe in 2011.... nex year my bro alr going to take... for me preparation time will be not enuf... so i will start from now to work on... hope i can made it in time.

so, as a guideline to myself...

Selection of ATCL recital song list:

Alkan Barcarolle op. 65 (from Trente Chants vol. 3)

Bacewicz Concert Krakowiak

J S Bach French Suite no. 4 in Eb, BWV 815

J S Bach French Suite no. 5 in G, BWV 816

J S Bach Prelude & Gigue (from Partita no. 1 in Bb, BWV 825)

J S Bach Overture (from Partita no. 4 in D, BWV 828)

J S Bach Toccata (from Partita no. 6, BWV 830)

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in D, BWV 850

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in D minor, BWV 851

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in F minor, BWV 857

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in F# minor, BWV 859

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in G minor, BWV 861

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in Ab, BWV 862

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in A, BWV 864

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in B, BWV 868

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in D, BWV 874

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in D minor, BWV 875

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in E, BWV 878

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in F, BWV 880

J S Bach Prelude & Fugue in G minor, BWV 885

J S Bach Toccata no. 3 in D, BWV 912

J S Bach Toccata no. 5 in E minor, BWV 914

Balakirev Scherzo no. 2 or Toccata

Balakirev/Glinka The Lark

Bartók Suite op. 14

Beethoven Sonata in C minor, op. 10 no. 1

Beethoven Sonata in F, op. 10 no. 2

Beethoven Sonata in C minor, op. 13 ‘Pathetique’

Beethoven Sonata in E, op. 14 no. 1

Beethoven Sonata in G, op. 14 no. 2

Beethoven Sonata in Ab, op. 26

Beethoven Sonata in Eb, op. 27 no. 1 ‘Quasi una fantasia’

Beethoven Sonata in G, op. 79

Beethoven Sonata in E minor, op. 90

Beethoven 32 Variations in C minor, WoO 80

Beethoven Bagatelles op. 126

Beethoven Rondo a capriccio op. 129 ‘Rage over a Lost Penny’

L Berkeley Concert Study in Eb, op. 48 no. 2

L Berkeley Preludes nos. 1, 2 and3

Bowen Impromptu, op. 91 no. 2

Bowen Toccata

Brahms Capriccio in F# minor, op. 76 no. 1 any reliable edition

Brahms Rhapsody in G minor, op. 79 no. 2 any reliable edition

Brahms Intermezzo in Bb minor, op. 117 no. 2 any reliable edition

Brahms Intermezzo in A minor, op. 118 no. 1 any reliable edition

Brahms Intermezzo in A, op. 118 no. 2 any reliable edition

Brahms Intermezzo in F minor, op. 118 no. 4 any reliable edition

Brahms Romance in F, op. 118 no. 5 any reliable edition

Brahms Intermezzo in E minor, op. 119 no. 2 any reliable edition

Chabrier Aubade Dover

Chabrier Scherzo-Valse (from Pièces Pittoresques)

Chaminade Automne op. 35 no. 2

Chapple Bagatelles diverse nos. 6 and 7

Chopin Ballade no. 3 in Ab, op. 47

Chopin Fantaisie impromptu op. 66

Chopin Impromptu no. 3 in Gb, op. 51

Chopin Nocturne in Bb minor, op. 9 no. 1

Chopin Nocturne in B major, op. 9 no. 3

Chopin Nocturne in F#, op. 15 no. 2

Chopin Nocturne in Ab, op. 32 no. 2

Chopin Nocturne in G, op. 37 no. 2

Chopin Nocturne in F# minor, op. 48 no. 2

Chopin Nocturne in B, op. 62 no. 1

Chopin Nocturne in E, op. 62 no. 2

Chopin Polonaise in C# minor, op. 26 no. 1

Chopin Polonaise in Eb minor, op. 26 no. 2

Chopin Polonaise in C minor, op. 40 no. 2

Chopin Valse in Eb, op. 18

Clementi Sonata in Bb, op. 12 no. 1 (from Sonatas vol. 1)

Clementi Sonata in B minor, op. 40 no. 2 (from Sonatas vol. 1)

Clementi Sonata in D, op. 40 no. 3 (from Sonatas vol. 2)

Copland The Cat and the Mouse, Scherzo humoristique

Debussy La plus que lente

Debussy Minuet (from Suite Bergamasque)

Debussy Prelude and/or Sarabande (from Pour le piano)

Debussy Voiles (no. 2) and/or Les sons et les parfums tournent dans l’air du soir (no. 4)

and/or La cathédrale engloutie (no. 10) (from Preludes for Piano book 1)

Debussy Feuilles mortes (no. 2) and/or La puerta del vino (no. 3) and/or

General Lavine-eccentric (no. 6) and/or Homage à S. Pickwick Esq. PPMPC (no. 9)

(from Preludes for Piano book 2) a

Dello Joio Suite for Piano

Fauré Impromptu in F minor, op. 31 no. 2 any reliable edition

Fauré Nocturne no. 4 in Eb, op. 36 any reliable edition

Fauré Barcarolle no. 1 in A minor, op. 26

Fauré Barcarolle no. 6 in Eb, op. 70

Ginastera Malambo (from Estancia Dances op. 8)

Grainger Molly on the Shore (from British Folk Music Settings)

Grieg Sonata in E minor, op. 7

Handel Suite no. 8 in F minor

Haydn Sonata in C minor, Hob. XVI/20

Haydn Sonata in F, Hob. XVI/23

Haydn Sonata in B minor, Hob. XVI/32

Haydn Sonata in Ab, Hob. XVI/46

Haydn Sonata in C, Hob. XVI/48

Haydn Sonata in Eb, Hob. XVI/49

Haydn Sonata in D, Hob. XVI/51

Howells Finzi’s Rest and Berkeley’s Hunt (from Howells’ Clavichord)

M Hyde Valley of the Rocks

K Jenkins Boogie Woogie Llanoogie

Kabalevsky Preludes op. 38 nos. 5 and6

D Lilburn From the Port Hills (no. 4 from Five Bagatelles)

Liszt Liebesträume no. 3 in Ab

Liszt Sonetto del Petrarca 123 (from Années de pèlerinage, 2nd year)

Martin°u Prelude en forme de Fox Trot (from Eight Preludes H181)

C McDowall Either Shades of Solace and Vespers in Venice or Vespers in Venice and Tapsalteerie

(from Four Piano solos)

Mendelssohn Prelude & Fugue in F minor, op. 35 no. 5 a

Mendelssohn Song Without Words in G minor, op. 53 no. 3

Messiaen Regard de la Vierge (no. 4 from Vingt regards sur l’Enfant Jésus)

Messiaen Le merle noir (from Petites esquisses d’oiseau)

Moszkowski Étincelles op. 36 no. 6

Mozart Sonata in C, K. 309

Mozart Sonata in D, K. 311

Mozart Sonata in A, K. 331

Mozart Sonata in F, K. 332

Mozart Sonata in Bb, K. 333

Mozart Sonata in C minor, K. 457

Mozart 10 Variations on Unser Dummer Pöbel meint K. 455

Mozart 9 Variations on a minuet by Duport K. 573

Poulenc Suite in C

Poulenc Trois novelettes, nos. 1 and 2

Poulenc Toccata (from Trois pièces)

Prokofiev Visions fugitives nos. 2, 11 and 14

Rachmaninov Polichinelle in F# minor, op. 3 no. 4 (from Cinq morceaux de fantasie)

Rachmaninov Prelude in Eb, op. 23 no. 6

Rachmaninov Prelude in G, op. 32 no. 5 and Prelude in G#, op. 32 no. 12

Rachmaninov Preludes op. 32 no. 5 and no. 10

Rachmaninov/Kreisler Liebesleid (from Piano Compositions 2) any reliable edition

Ravel À la manière de Borodin waltz

Ravel Pavane pour une infante defunté

Rzewski Dreadful Memories (from Squares & North American Ballads) Zen On

Sancan Mouvement

D Scarlatti Sonata in B minor, K. 27

D Scarlatti Sonatas in G, K. 259 and K. 260

D Scarlatti Sonatas in E minor K. 263 and E major K. 264

D Scarlatti Sonata in D, K. 491

Schubert Impromptu in Eb, op. 90 no. 2

Schubert Impromptu in Gb, op. 90 no. 3

Schubert Impromptu in F minor, op. 142 no. 1

Schubert Sonata in A minor, op. 42 D 845

Schubert Sonata in A, op. 120 D 664

Schubert Sonata in A minor, op. 164 D 537

Schumann Grillen (from Fantasiestücke op. 12)

Schumann Novelette no. 1 in F, op. 21

Scriabin Étude in Bb minor, op. 8 no. 11

Scriabin Prelude in B minor, op. 11 no. 6

Scriabin Poèmes op. 32 nos. 1 and/or2

Sculthorpe Mountains

Sculthorpe Night Pieces

Sculthorpe Sonatina

Shostakovich Preludes op. 34 nos. 3, 5, 11 and 19 [all 4]

Szymanowski Étude op. 4 no. 3: Andante — in modo d’una canzona

Szymanowski Any contrasting two of Mazurkas op. 50

Tchaikovsky Dumka op. 59

Turina Danzas fantásticas op. 22

Turina Any two or more movts from Mujeres Españolas op. 17

Job on holiday

2009-10-07T18:46:00.001-07:00

~MUSICAL HOLIDAY~

yeah... finally i made it to work in music school...

the pay for the job is not high... but i juz use this to spend my time rather then online whole day...
however i juz seek for pose as sales assistance, when i was interviewed by the manager, she say that by right i can be a teacher alr, however for me, holding a grd 8 qualification is not enuf althou my standard is diploma 1st lvl (din sit for exam tats y no cert)...

in future, if i don have job in my study field i can be teacher anytime :P so at least i have a way to survive althou is not the best 1 hoho... teacher pay slip is depend on student number o~ by now i need to make some analysis how to teach beginner effectively and at same time improve back my lost skill n techniques....

though does not met some of my expectation but i m happy compare to last year work place :P
my job senang je... record sales, collect fees and "open" receipt, arrange table for class, tune n clean guitar...

i like it when they wan me to jaga the piano shop... when no ppl.... i m the temporary boss haha....
sitting there do ntg, most of time i can use to practise.... actually i m expected i do this all the time but normally wat we expect is wat we will not get... anyway i m still satisfy with it...

practising n testing ;o - by "virtuoso" jinz

the most expensive piano is the grandpiano.. but mine is more exp n better =p

erm.... during period of practise... i was testing lots of pop n popular song.... i noticed many similarity among those songs... so i found the way to write my own song folo the pattern... thou it sounds plagiarism or wat... who cares, nowadays every song is a plagiarism to me.. wat u can do i can do it to with better pattern =,=

some1 send me "river flows in your" and i try to play it by ears, i record it with my camera to test the grandpiano sound... however got a distraction tat spoil my test... check this out:

the piano will have scratches if u do wat like the kid do... tats y i stop my record n go tegur him ...

*any1 wanna hear the complete version now is available in my youtube channel :P

part II:

most of time i m very free to do wat i wanna do...

well, the most expensive grandpiano is delivered to the buyer alr, i don even noe this grand was sold.... it should be should during the time i not yet work here... n the deliver juz done last week...

aiks... so far 0 piano sales from me.... sad case....

on one particular day, the gu zheng teacher get some money from yesterday's performance n therefore today i got her pizza treat :o , if not i will have to eat outside n this pizza treat save my pocket money :P

wednesday 21/10/09, there's a brand new grand piano arrive.... wau... it was a thrill to me... the grand is packed in a huge box, feel so good to touch the so called first handed.... now this grand is much exp than the previous 1.... abt 4x,xxx , not yet set the price yet

(however mine is still exp than this :P n better than this too... this is better in sense of the feeling touching the new piano )

PART 3 :-|

Fr left to right: rosin violin cat!

HUGS ! this hugs is bought from JAPAN =.= by a teacher that took her vacation there.... wat is thedifferent with local 1? i dono...

hugsss grandpiano action parts pink bass!

technician is repairing broken key hammer

Jinz @ electric guitars n basses :-|

guitar stock come =.="

price labeling using ancient ways.... cop the price n paste

my first time on tuning a violin.... i broke the G string =.="

-logo in new version of ABRSM cert-

Part IV:

have my haircut.... done in 8 mins for rm25!

the most dislike incident happened during my job.... TERMITEs!!

from left to right...

1the nest ... GELI leh! 2 initial spot place attacked 3 box removed... reveals the colonies!

Unique shape electric guitars....

Knight Davian

商场就是那么无情, continue of the story...

2008-10-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

poor supervisor...haiz... she kena blame "steal"(losing) sales money while the pokai manager bring bak the sales money yesterday n call her husband bring bak the company...her husband is none related to this shop 1....wtf.... steal money de person is the fukin manager husband leh!!
wat to do...actually i already syak the manager jealous my supervisor....she don1 her get promotion n keep on keeps her in trouble....

today met vijin o~ haha still same leng zai but fatter a bit d...still leng zai haha... so "good".... ask me work where wanna come bong chan....but i say i shy haha
met x-classmate jiajing too haha.... not much chg ....

strange thing... the person work optic shop need to wear lab coat when handling glasses? sohai!

touching case happen....
today got an indian couple come enquire for job in this shop.... that time is my break.... when i break bak then few moments later....the man come n ask does her girlfriend left her handphone here....o no! she lost her handphone.....
the girl cry....n her boyfriend keep on comfort her n call her don like tat.... he said to her:"come on, don cry, now we go nokia i buy u a new phone" but the girl keep on struggle say don1 don1.... n cont. the man call her don be like small children ... so touching scene....the man willing to do anything to put a smile on her face T.T the girl does act like children keep on struggle when the man try to pull her to buy a new phone..... haiz ...btw...she is lucky to have a boyfriend like tat :)

today got a pretty girl come ...wau.... look like indian but she is a portugese(i ask her XD) .... the slang of her communication english language WAU.... the slang n pronousation.... omost like eliza tat kind 1 haha.... her ears is red i think she juz pierce gua hahaXD .....

tomolo finally is my off day....haha....wait for this moment damn long d..... thank God!

17-10-08
today no work go out with old buddy wooi shyang.... hehe.... we watch disaster movie.... o sux man.... don understand at all coz some original movie din seen b4.....
n i meet band members at cinema there too....so qiao he...they watch the same movie...
today meet lot of band members....
wau...yin shan have a SLR camera....the course she stuy need to use it.... wau! jealous...haha but giv me pun no use XD a normal digicam might enuf for me d haha....
many ppl come walk walk today.... coz pmr juz end gua.....haha

Strange couple i saw today
the boy wearing skirt... so geli....damn it they walk by n i tak sempat capture with my cybershot!

18-10-08
today damn sux... i got do the greeting but in a moderate loudness... 1 of the worker call me louder....wtf ....really pissed me off....n met a band member hooi sing walau...now the way he talk still din chg ...like to counter ppl n say things with spike.... noob hai...

n today i greet an old man...wtf...he hear my "welcome" is 进来看 ....swt...n ask me wat to see? then i explain... i welcome u in english...he become more lan c d n her reply speak english ar... let me test u.... his voice is damn blur... "wat r they doin inside" i feel strange... he then cont. say noh...u urself dono english.... cibai ....za dao... i think he got parkinson disease d.... then he folo on say he is from american graduated 1 ....=,= wtf.... insult me +lan c... anyway since he is an old man i don care so much... his time is coming soon d.... ENJOY IT !!

19-10-08
today damn....don1 say d...
got 4 ppl come 2 guy 2 girl... they are muted i think....they use hand language walau.... i cant even understand...they wave their hand here n there so fast....
today jusco many ppl man....walau....so scare.....><
tomolo is my last day soon haha....i must patient....
today go yamaha find my friend for last 2nd time.... wan me copy song for him thru thumbdrive...wau...his thumbdrive is Yamaha brand 1.... the physical body of the USB so nice....lol
glad that sunday finally passed...

20-10-08
finally today is my last day... ntg much to say but few conclusion.....
today time pass quite fast actually.... i forgot to bring my wallet...mum come bring for me n oso "bian dang" to the shop...hehe...quite paiseh but nvm.... today rest time i saw a notice....Asean 3rd international Chopin piano competition ... wau.... malaysia got tat qualify to organize such competition erm... i wonder....

conclusion:
during this 3 weeks plus(almost 1 month) of working time....
i saw many kind of ppl..... big fat small thin sohai lengzai lenglui noobkia nerds emos punk etc ....
n quite some ppl are born unlucky without perfect condition such as tempang 1... no foot 1 n etc...
i feel tat i m lucky to hav better than them.... i wont ask for more d althought i always complain my face so serious skin problem n not lengzai..... thank God for giving me everything i have...

职得我付出

2008-10-11T04:35:00.000-07:00

《摘于中国报》
大部分人都对自己工作不满意，原因于金钱或收入有所关连。。。
其实职场上的付出，值不值得，金钱并非重点，尚且胥视你有所发挥，有所学习，抑或在工作找到乐趣兴趣以及理想。。。。
凡是抱着兴趣及积极态度，什么工作都不会闷，可是我。。。
办不到！！
闷死我啦！！！
today business quite damn good... but still.... a boring day again....
poor supervisor...haiz...the noob hai malay girl today MC so supervisor have to work whole day.... so pity la.... from 9.30 to 10.30 leh!!!
today tat SnJ girl passed by me n pull my tie walau.... tot so song meh...anyway thats my entertainment as well althou is not so good.... coz damn boring ma....so lucky got ppl come kacau me haha....
got another 2 malay quite pretty girl come n bought up to 15 mugs n some necklace o....total up of rm155 spend here in a glance walau.....

i m a boy not girl!!!
check this out....i received my job acceptance letter.... they pronouce me as "cik" instead of "encik"
lol.... anyway i gonna quit at 20th oct... coz leg damn pain...

头发近来长不长，落个不停哎~！

2008-10-10T08:51:00.000-07:00

不知为何SIDEBURN 长不长，而且冲凉洗头都掉。。。天啊。。。

today work ...leg damn pain....every is almost the same...don1 to mention again ....
haha...today wooishyang come visit me....haha lepak at jusco 4hours then wait my break oni he go bak... time passed damn fast....

haha...look like it seems i improvise my relation ship with society when i work... i noe my malay work partner frens haha....is a good phenomenon

walau... hear my supervisor say manager will come today but not even her shadow appear pun...kanasai wat kind of pig she is....

工作有工作的样，逛街有逛街的样

2008-10-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

once ppl ask me y i don1 to make up like wat i look i my SS picture in my phone...n continue they say me in tat pic can "mengurat" ppl
my answer: i come here to work, not to mengurat ppl... i more interest to earning money than mengurat ppl , moreover my look is juz normal oni ma....
during working... i din style my hair oso...coz i wanna to be noob look in working let ppl laugh lo...haha....

today damn sien once again..... btw... i gonna stop work on oct 20, my leg cant take it anymore, moreover the shop need worker tat can work long term as i noe....when they hired me they juz need a hand at that time so din think so much....haha

met a x-kwanghua prefect...haha so suprise she can recognize me altho we dono each other

today our biggest customer is a pretty malay girl come to buy damn lot of purfume burner... 13 unit leh.... rm170+ sales..... first she ask me go n take 13 this this for her... i don get it y she don1 take the display 1... but later on i guess she tot tat display on the rack 1 no box... lol...

today sale is on 1245.40... not bad la haha... when i go to the exit..shit the automatic door is shutting down.... i run as fast as i could...n then slide over....wau juz like wat indiana jones done everytime...wakaka

又闷死的一天

2008-10-08T07:09:00.000-07:00

今天我是做早SHIFT的，哪知那马来猪婆比平时迟到。。。干哪赛，笨就好嘛连时间观念都没，身为一个开店的工人，迟到算了嘛，还写POUNCH CARD 早5 分钟到。。。其实她没迟，只差1分钟多而已。。。吗害。。。

today damn sienzzzZZ, very tired n keep on 打瞌睡。。。。haiz....
early early alr see secondary student lepak there d..... today stock come ...walau... so many stuff.... business actually normal at normal days
今天我们亲爱的经理来，WALAU 自以为是哦。。。可是没人讨厌她。。。而是马来SUPERVISOR被恨，其实我比较喜欢supervisor 因为没那么自以为事，他被经理唠叨才向下属投诉的嘛。。。哎～真是没脑的一群。。。

今天看到那位在大众书局工作超有气质的女生，一直走来走去，然后下午走去走回来时，手里拿着刚买回来的KOTEX =.=" lol.....

haha...time passed quite fast sometime oso when think bak..... now i m resting at home peacefully....
n when i m blogging...i notify me tat i violate the terms n condition.... wat the hell? i din touch anything sensitive at all la....

fun at weekdays

2008-10-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

today work quite fun...coz no ppl...XD walau..if no ppl ma business less lo...exactly.....
but really less ppl make me feel more fun...
today afternoon shift....business still ok la...haha...got few customer went in after my greeting, 总算有点成就感。。。anyway today is a good day XD hope always like tat la...but it wont actually...haha

today i go nokia stall look for N76.... wat the hell...don hav anymore...the boss say is out of production d!!! walau....i susah payah work bcoz tat now don hav...haiz.... i think i gonna look at other nokia stall...damn!!

今天我再添货时打破玻璃，可是我隐瞒他们起来，我的天，都怪我那么粗鲁。。。

其实我不想讲的，可是我忍无可忍了。。。
我打工的地方的一个马来女人，自己笨就好嘛。。。还把我当成好像程度跟她一样差，我的天，不厉害还装厉害哦。。。。
其余的还好。。。

pass a day again...

2008-10-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

still got skin problem! sien.... but is alr minor problem....

today work also sien... but thats true... day by day i will see more n more old fren

the yamaha aunty today walk by n say maybe wanna quit job d... if no quit she going to switch to other branch.... the leng lui there part time job over d no do d... haiz...so disappointed XD

i met my primary school fren...xing jian... 7 years din contact d recently met at frenster XD haha...lucky he still can recognize me...
wau...today angie n sin man come, i was damn suprise coz today suppose gt wat class gathering 1 meh... they call me look behind...wou.. nicholas tan!! he come also... and have brand new look.... no more spiky edge... now he 走emo路线, no more anime... he ask me don keep on post 越来越帅 photo.... =.= lame.... then i tell him this is 事实 ...kena bom...

they walked away then... then around 6 they walk bak this time extra member...kian ann, a kiam, junkeat hoho... haiz...cant join them very sad.... coz work la!! ><

tomolo 9.30am start ....sien la...so early... wat to do.....

at night parents come fetch me i done wrong thing at car...the way i talk to mum not so good is damn rude... haiz she is so disappointed with me... feel damn sorry to her... but what to do... wat i do is best for myself but she don agree n i yelled at mum....haiz...so useless la me....

started get bored with my job

2008-10-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

man is not machine... do repetitive action will coz them to "ki siao" .... wat i do is the same everyday... so 没创意.... sienzzz

more easily met old fren day from day
today 3rd oct, my bro go jusco with me to celebrate his fren bday.... n we reach quite early... i still got time ... then we go popular... i walk in i saw some1 fimiliar but short hair alr...piggy shan.... doing celcom prepaid selling.... she not really recognize me but i keep on look at her make her rmb... zzz ...sien i alr so "低调" d still not enuf to noe me? walau if i spike my hair up then wat happen.... ntg actually haha

nex person i meet is yin harn, ka kin n their fren... lucky ka kin still recognize me although we not really noe each other... coz i m Jason See fren ma... he is jason's gud fren...

my bro fren walk by my work place abt 4 times to "kacau" me.... hehe so nice... altho is not good at least i got entertained by them....

angie ng is the last 1 i meet of the day..... asking me going to class trip tomolo... haiz cant made it so sien.... got to work.... summore so sien... feel like joining them... so regret start work damn early.....

day by day... i gonna be sick...i hate my job soon!!

being called uncle by ppl once again!!
today 2 indian kid their parent come in see things n both at outside 1 younger than another abt 5 years old i think.... wth!! call me uncle o!!! walau... i m still young to be call like tat.....

end of the day-relief
9pm off d... haha finally no OT today....nice but tomolo need to suffer once again... i call dad come fetch me...while waiting i go yamaha there tegur sapa with the aunty...haha she advice me well on some music carreer ... got a parent brought his 3 year old child to the show room... wah the kid love to hit the grand piano key.... aunty call me to guide him wah sey... so syok... the indian guy(Georgie) working there heard my kenangan terindah version n he like it he play it along too

heard tat there is tiles collapse from the roof in jusco... walau...danger man..next... i go bak d...
so lame ...this is my 6th day of woking.....zzzz

continue...

2008-10-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

P/S: my blog will be quite boring coz no picture

补充yesterday: i m a chinese!!!我是华人！！！
o ya.... yesterday (1 oct) got a little boy ...their parent is paying their thing, the boy said to his dad: "爸，那gor gor会讲华语的” ....swt..... m i look like other race? wtf.....

back to new post:
2 oct.....event log
it begins .... today work no need wear formal... hehe... very sui today no bring hp go....aikss
-today met my ex-monitor SK n her girl there o.... haha... tegur sapa with him lo....
-customer broke glass wear once again today, bayar ganti rugi lo....
-got my 1st green pau for this year from my supervisor
-popular book shop gt a girl... look quite pretty n so got 气质... the way she walk so different.... i observe she since 2 days ago already...
-meet hui min from kwang hua, ex-utar student(withdraw alr) hehe... she dono me but she seems noe tat she see me b4 some where....
-got a vietnam young girl quite pretty come XD
-manager soo wants today sale 3000 or juz more than yesterday 2600
-the end of the day yes... more than 2600 but not 3000

other:(longer)
during break, sien...all restaurant full...wat to do...eat fast food... sien la eat alone... somemore feel strange strange teh 1... then go walk walk... boring... got a young kid from kl playing the piano at yamaha show room i watch the kid from outside.... quite good... got a smooth touch....haha...jealous lar.....

and also... 2 malay guy.... PONDAN! visit to the place i work... wat the hell... so man look but both wear bra.... i m speechless..... and way they talk so hiao.....

b4 the shop close.... got 2 girl from SnJ come visit the shop... wan a 风铃.... then wan for a pink color 1 then wan green wan pula later.... when i find... we talk lo... she ask me i m not cold meh? i say so hot y cold.... then she say i m illed....ask how old m i, y wanna work with malay n etc.... next, another girl seek for a purse... asking me got other color.... "no is my answer" then she ask when will come stock ? i say abt 17... then she ask for my name n number 0_o!! say will call me.... but i din juz giv... i think quite long time oni do so... lol... coz i m not goin to bare tat consequence...

wat to be rmb:
-design is a better idea
-perform better than yesterday although miss the target

working stuff 1st few days (1-4)

2008-10-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

becoz of lazy writting diary, i use blog to replace it... so i wont forget...
cant imagine myself start my part time the next day after go to jusco ask for job during saturday(27th) was very suprise without any interview i m accept... here i gonna mention some point of my job stuff, situation n exp. etc ... the place i work is sort of souviner shop tat sell most thing at price of 5 ringgit....

point 1: underestimating value
1st ... i think y does this kind of shop need employees, are they enough to pay their salary....wat suprise me is when the 2nd day of my job... the supervisor tell 1 of the worker tat yesterday (saturday) their sales total up of 3.8 k .... whoa... tats a huge number....n follow by nex sentence: we get 39xx yesterday(sunday) almost get 4k.... this proven tat small value in huge quantity matters!!

2nd: am i to young to be call uncle
3rd day of my working... there's an indian girl buying colour pen... we notice tat all of the colour pen in that set hav 2 same colour... but is different.... i help her find got all different 1 but not available... she replied: " is ok uncle, i'll take this"
"UNCLE??!!??"wat the ..... i m 18 only lar.... nvm...children ma...juz forget abt it

3rd: 1st day 1st big deal
the nex 2 day gonna be hari raya, a malay husband n wife come in, unexpectedly they wan a big huge bear that cost rm99... n they bought it... tat can be consider my first archeivement i think so coz i m the 1 tat serve that customer....wakaka....

4th: break time activity
break time 1 hour seems pass very fast than working 1 hour.... 2nd day i went to Yamaha stores after my launch.... i was looking at the trumpet at the show room... it seems the price increase 100 since last time i saw it... so i begin to ask the middle age sales girl abt trumpet... we chat chat chat n suddenly she ask me abt my school stuff.... n so on... then i go n test the piano there...haha they was suprise when i played maksim"s croation rhapsody... n there is also a young girl (quite pretty XD) work there... heard that middle age women say she's a TAR student dono is Uni or College 1 she is tuning up the violin.... then they ask where i work i say at the rm5 shop work... they feel like kena boom since here oso need employee esp to those can play instrument is priority... they kena bom 2nd time when i say this is my 2nd day.... they call me work here wakakaka but i cant although i feel i wanna too.... do u noe y i cant?
coz the boss problem.... the boss, mr chong selling instrument n my father also does the same thing...the boss is my last time music school boss...he noe me n my father.... do u think the boss will employ his business enemy child to work with him? no leh... haha sayang.... if no i will very enjoy my 3 months job.... wat to do....
cont. on i "da san" that quite pretty punya girl .... she also learn music course same as me at mr.chong the boss school last time...but she older than me 1 year... hehe....

5th: meet my fren during work...
1st 1 i met is secondary school fren soon poi.... 2nd wooishyang...finally...my best fren ... so long din meet d...say me no chg o...hehe..coz i working i chg bak to last time noob look ma.... y need to be so yeng..... n eliza loo oso!! all at the same day which is 30th... wau....
n today hui tian......

6th: 3 words that is hard to "open mouth"
not "i love u" damn it is "selamat datang whowhowho" greeting customer is one of my job... seems easy but definately need a lot of courage n brave enough to say out

7th : ppl i see there
wau tats lot of ppl every day... couples are every where make me jealous wakaka XD( wat for haha)
fashion n trendy.... sohai...nerds ...noob... handsome...yeng 1.... wat oso got
the most outstanding impression by those ppl"
3oth: got a girl her hair stand so high.... wau
today 1st oct: whole hair white yellow with some pink behind

8th late to work place!
damn serious.... 1st of oct i m late! coz i cannot awake ma althou start at 12pm...wtf... today the manager come...lucky he quite good lo... coz i m new ma....

conclusion of most watever:
the most bossy thing he order the supervisor is : he wan a sale of 1100 by 4 pm (1st oct) .... walau...
the most happy thing he do to me: praise meXD coz i call customer bayar ganti rugi
the most sien thing: say the same thing : "welcome"
the most tired day: 1st oct ... coz OT ma
the most lucky day: know tat girl XD
the most unlucky day: not really
the most satisfy sale: rm99 bear
the most impressive amount the shop get from friday to sunday: rm9620.70
the most embarassing thing: not really..greeting customer? i have to do so...
the most boring day: every day

k la...the journal is to be continue .... stay tuned XD